This pain feels like it is going to last forever. It feels like this is the only life I have ever known and will ever know. What you see is all there is. All I can see right now is pain.

Every direction I turn I see pain. This is not the life I wanted. It isn’t the life I deserve.

But it is the life that I will earn.

A beautiful life is not handed to you it is earned. It is earned through hard days. Tears. Through tossing aside every single negative thought that enters your mind and continuing on anyway.

A beautiful life is an early morning. It’s a sore body. It’s long hours.

A beautiful life is not made through free time is is forged through time made work for you.

So today will be painful. But tomorrow will be beautiful.